We wanted to keep Anastasia's memory alive and one of the ways we are doing this is through fundraising and awareness. Firstly, Matt and I had always talked about how we would love to read stories to our daughter. When she was born and we had our precious time with her, we were lucky that … Continue reading Anastasia’s Wishes
Author: iknowiwillloveyouforever
7 weeks on…
It has been 7 weeks since we heard those words....and all I can say is my life has changed forever. In the first 4 weeks, I would say there were no good days and grief truly had a hold over me. The next week or so was a balance of good days and bad days. The last … Continue reading 7 weeks on…
Giving Birth…
I'm not sure at what point it hit me that I was going to have to give birth to my beautiful baby......but I did it and I would 100% do it all over again to have time with her. I have decided to keep the details of my labour and her birth private. It was … Continue reading Giving Birth…
“I’m sorry…we can’t find a heartbeat…”
Those 5 little words that changed our lives forever..... On Sunday 5th August, my other half an I had been to a hospital tour of the ward that we would have our baby on. I had been feeling strange movements and what felt like 'tightenings' in the afternoon and at around 6pm I decided that … Continue reading “I’m sorry…we can’t find a heartbeat…”
It started with two little lines…
On 15th December 2017, I first saw those two little lines. I genuinely didn't believe what I was seeing. I even asked people at work if they thought it was a line! (whilst pretending that a 'friend' had sent me the pictures. 'Asking for a friend') It took until the next day and another pregnancy test before I told … Continue reading It started with two little lines…
The First of Many Blogs…
I have often thought about writing a blog but never thought it would be about this......I just don't know where to begin. It has been 4 weeks since I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl......unfortunately I didn't get to bring her home as she was born silently into the world. I have decided to … Continue reading The First of Many Blogs…