7 weeks on…

It has been 7 weeks since we heard those words….and all I can say is my life has changed forever.

In the first 4 weeks, I would say there were no good days and grief truly had a hold over me. The next week or so was a balance of good days and bad days. The last two weeks have been more good than bad days. It such a strange feeling that you then feel guilty for having a good day and it turns into a bad day. And you never know when the bad days are coming. My amazing other half went back to work last week and I was lucky to have busy days. And I can say ‘I survived!’, it wasn’t as bad as I expected. I will be okay.

I have been focussing a lot on how I can keep Anastasia’s memory alive. We have done some fundraising for different things to help other parents in the same situation. I will write about these in a separate blog.

I wonder what the next 7 weeks will hold…