I have often thought about writing a blog but never thought it would be about this……I just don’t know where to begin.
It has been 4 weeks since I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl……unfortunately I didn’t get to bring her home as she was born silently into the world. I have decided to start this blog in the hope that it may help others going through similar hard times. And in a selfish way I hope that it helps me too. (Even if no one ever reads this ~ I know it is going to help me)
In that 4 weeks so much has happened and my world has changed forever. Over the next couple of weeks, I am going to blog the big steps that I have had to over come in those 4 weeks. Finding out her little heart had stopped beating, giving birth, saying goodbye, her funeral…and the many little steps in between. Looking forward I will be writing blogs in real time about my life after loss and the new ‘normal’ that I am facing.